till our anger had drained

So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways

setiap orang punya dirty little secret ,dan tidak mau berbagi dengan siapapun,baik berupa kemarahan,rasa malu,rasa suka,berbagai macam rasa,aib, bahkan rasa kecewa.

I swear peoples do this.

semua diatas kita dapat dari siapapun,dan kita tidak menceritakannya kepada siapapun.Yah ,God only knows.And I hope God doesn’t care. Mungkin kita bisa mencerna apapun yg kita rasakan dan kita alami sendiri saja,saya sendiri pun tak setuju kalau apapun itu bisa diselesaikan asal kita berbagi.Menurut pandangan saya,ada beberapa hal yang hanya diri sendiri yang tahu,bahkan hanya di perasaan.Tak perlulah kita berbagi.

Kekecewaan

Yah,tidak hanya fucking hormon yang mempengaruhi seseorang,terkadang saya percaya bahwa hormon membuat kita lebih sensitf dan lebih memaknainya.Rasa kecewa yg kita alami dan dianggap orang lain berlebihan ,mugkin mungkin kita boleh sedikit egois dengan menganggap rasa kecewa ini benar dan orang lain hanya berusaha menghibur diriku supaya diriku tak menganggu nya

Kemarahan

Kadang diiikuti sebuah kekecewaan dan bisa berakir kehilangan harapan dan motivasi terhadap benda,orang,tempat,komunitas tersebut.Banyak orang termasuk saya terkadang kekecewaan tidak berakhir kepada kemarahan,hanya end up dengan melumatnya baik baik dan menerima apa yang ada.Namun terkadang dalam perjalanan kita tak meyadari banyak yang kita perbuat menunjukkan pembalasan terhadap kekecewaan tersebut.Inilah kemarahan,menurut saya kemarahan tidak hanya dengan muka merah,ucapan marah,jumped and punched namun bisa dirasakan seiring waktu

Aib

ini jelas,aku takkan berbagi aib ku yang kurasa tak perlu berbagi,termasuk rasa kecewaku padamu,wahai orang-orang disekelilingku,kekasihku,temanku,karena mereka semua tidak patung yang tidak punya perasaan dan punya kekuatan untuk meninggalkamu

Rasa maaf

aku berusaha memaafkan diriku ,diri saya,karena sugesti kekecewaan dan kemarahan yang terjadi adalah salahku yang takdir ku tak baik?bukan,aku mulai memikirkan pikiranku yang tak dewasa dan belum merasakan betapa bahagianya tercukupnya aku makan tiga kali pagi dan petang ketika aku telah menjadi orang pinggiran yang bahkan tak dihitung

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someone suits

Wrapped up by Olly Murs

someone suits these songs,are in my playlist,i dont know you play things,i know you into somethings(i know you are visioner with great talkies, but if yes, hopefully you will listened to this song

Baby, when I look in your eyes
There’s no way that I can disguise
All these crazy thoughts in my mind now
(There’s just something about you)

You got the lock
I got the key
You know the rest
You know just where I wanna be
Don’t ever stop controlling me
I kinda like it when you bring me to my knees, ha

You got me wrapped up
Around your finger
I’d do anything for your love now
And when you touch it,
The feeling lingers
Takes me up so high I can’t come down
You got me wrapped up

Close to close

So stay right here and don’t hold back
I’m into what you’re doin’ do it just like that
It’s me and you forget the world
Just do what you doin’
Because you’re this close to close
(Close to close, this close to close)

So don’t stop now take my breath away
Don’t let your heart try to play it safe
Please, you’re this close to me
Last time love just wasn’t working
This time I plan to put the work in
That way I’m always gotta get what I give
(Close to close, this close to close)
Ohh ohh This close to close

“No Promises”

Hey baby, when we are together doing things that we love.

Every time you’re near I feel like I’m in heaven feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know, girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby, you’re the one I need tonight.
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together doing things that we love.
Every time you’re near I feel like I’m in heaven feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know, girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby, you’re the one I need tonight.
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms.

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through time and time.
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone.
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever, my love.
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, baby, you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms here tonight.

I don’t wanna run away, baby, you’re the one I need tonight.
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms here tonight.

A shoulder to cry on

wassup diari!wassup wordpress udah lama ya rasanya sekian lama sekian banyak yang terjadi semoga memories never fade.

Yap! i want to say :

i succeed  my brandnew,

yah moving on I cant tell you who he is,but he is my sunbae hehe.

Everyday is changing and different with yesterday,so does tomorrow.i can say that it is really impossible to bond each other,since iam my self decided and dedicated to not having any relationship until right time comes,i can say that is why i have no single relationship’s experience.

The consequences,i will maintain our distances,i did this to all people,i mean boy.But thing that stucked is ,when i do this what is the risks ? he gone?possible is exist January 2015,what we can say ,but day by day we found out many things,i just want to tell terrible things happened this January ,i found out more,when i this kind of fall,my parents still brush my hair,even they were the sorry.

Deep in ,i really didn’t deserve this. the one that i crush on,i really thanks to you,you are even exist in shadow text,and my  imaginary that you are the shoulder that i cried on.but now ,my parent presents,i hope we can see each other eventough i will try to hide now on. brief about you smile ,eyes, talkies, and 1 more : hair (i saw your hair that day,kind of prevert voyeurer sorry )